30 December, 2021


我終於見到了藤

我聽說這裡有非常日式且資深的日本酒保

有很老派的日式酒吧氛圍

輕柔的音樂

滿滿的日本醉漢(喝嗨但還沒喝醉)

以及下手很重的最後一杯橙花


我在五點半推開那扇門

雖說是紗門

對我來說卻相當沈重

門後是異常小的店

吧台莫名的大 像屋內的大象

有靠背的吧台皮椅看來相當舒適

店內放著舒服的爵士音樂

年紀相當大的酒保正在準備冰塊

他穿著便服

「大概還沒開始營業吧」我想

他抬頭見到我 有點疑惑的臉

我硬著頭皮問「開始營業了嗎?」

他聽了兩次才聽懂 跟我說「我們六點半才開始」


我在心裡嘆口氣

也有部份放鬆了

「也算是盡力了吧」再怎麼說都走到這了


出了店

我走在條通路上

想著那吧台

想著坐在上面的人們模樣

對我來說一切不再是無從想像起

畢竟我親眼見到那吧台了

非常棒的吧台

酒非常的多 

酒櫃上沒有多餘的事物

看得出有好好保養的杯子相當多

音樂的選擇也傳遞出老闆的品味

酒保令人放心

講著日本口音(大概)的中文


若是 那時

大概會常來吧

沒道理不是


09.01.2023 後記:我又找了機會跟朋友 “剛好” 約在藤。年紀相當大的酒保今天不在,取而代之的是他的兒子。然而兒子並不太會做調酒,我非常努力地點了三杯。

28 March, 2021

受教了

前言:這篇是我當初打算在那讓我很受傷的面試後放在 Glassdoor 上的 review。那時尚在博士之路上掙扎的我,被這樣地拒絕後真的是一蹶不振了相當長一段時間。坦白說,時至今日我仍不確定那傷口是否已癒合。本來的打算是一寫完就 post 的,後來想說怕影響自己找 eyetracking 領域的工作,打算等找到 eyetracking 或 data science 工作,順利離開博士之路後再 post 。怎知一拖又是幾年,後來我因緣際會終於離開博士之路,回到了 IC 設計領域,確定自己跟那 eyetracking 領域怎樣也不會再有瓜葛了,正要 post 時,突然覺得一切已恍如隔世,而這 review 大概也幫不到什麼人,正如我這輩子寫過的所有文章般。那麼爛的公司(或人)我再也不願想起。

喔,偶爾看到他們的新產品我還是會笑一笑就是。

=== 我是分隔線 ===

“This company was my dream company (I used Tobii solution in my research for many years), but I was very disappointed with it after the interview.”


After I got the hiring manager‘s email, things moved fast. The first Skype interview with the hiring manager (department head) was quite pleasant. The hiring manager asked several technical questions and behavioral questions. It was a typical first-round screening interview. The second round of Skype interviews with HR was also very nice. I was asked to complete a personality questionnaire and an IQ test before the interview. During the interview, HR and I talked about myself and reflect on the test results.


Then the hiring manager invited me to visit their Stockholm office (HQ) for an on-site interview. It was very short notice (one week) and I was told that only the hotel expense (1 night) would be paid. I didn’t think too much about it as I really wanted to work in my dream company, so I booked the international flight immediately with no hesitation. Two days before my departure, the hiring manager asked about my salary expectation. After I provided the number, I was informed that they can only do 65% of it. If it’s not acceptable for me, there will be no interview in two days. Anyway, I accepted it because, again, I wanted to work in my dream company.


The on-site interview with the hiring manager went very well, and the hiring manager said they are happy to give me the offer. On the same day, the hiring manager, HR, and I went through several contract details.


Two days after I left Stockholm, the hiring manager texted me and said they need a start date to fill in the contract. I provided them a date that is longer than their expectation (my previous job requires a 2-3 months notice period). Then the hiring manager disappeared for several days on Skype. In the meantime, I tried to explain my situation several times in emails (though the notice period obligation was mentioned in the first round interview), and said I’m willing to settle as much as I could. In the end, the hiring manager just replied that they will not proceed with my application solely because of the too-long start date, and they will not consider whether I’m willing to settle or not.


I’ve been working in several companies in different countries in Asia, North America, and Europe, and I can hardly recall any “non-negotiable start date.” Apparently, there is always something new to learn. I don’t know how presentative my case is, but I do hope this little story would help anyone considering joining this company.